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After my first semester at U of H I was disappointed that I did not have a higher GPA.
Now that I am finally getting settled in my new place & Gizmo the wonder cat is adjusting to her new surroundings, things are slowing down for me.
I am now focusing on my photography. My Boudior photos have sparked some intrests & thanks to all of you who gave me positive feedback! So this summer I am heading back to NYC to meet up with some of the models I met during my trip to NYC. So in June hopefully I can meet up with some of the NG people I missed during the meet because I selfishly wanted to get my Canon 20D.
Hopefully once my Internet is hooked up I can start sharing some of my images, that is if you are 18 & older. To be fair to the younger members, I will post age appropriate images.
So two trips in the future & my Canon 20D....it will take my mind off school for a bit.
So yeah it was awesome!!!! I got my new Cannon digital camera from B&H in NY.
Took some silly pictures & shot some models. Now I goto sleep!
Since my personal life is on Newgrounds after several attempts to get it removed has been ignorned I have decided to post the actual text from my iPhone......
For those of you who don't have an iPhone, the green Text is mine & the white is Merlinsbeard. I am very upset that I am being played out as a needy & loving someone who I barely knew.
You can judge for yourself, I had no other motives & I really started to get tired of the drunk calls and him crying saying he was dying, since I my dignoses I take death seriously, hopefully it was not a pathetic ploy for sympathay from me.
I will have to work on a collage apparently..... So as soon as I scale & cut them I will post the entire conversation, possibly in mutliple blog post.
Yes I have flirted with some of the guys of newgrounds. I told them from the get go what I wanted....sex no strings attached.
Strange that the other guys I have made this offer to when we parted ways we did so because it was for the best & I much rather have a friend then anything else. No complants or accusations of me calling them, messaging them etc. As to who they are is not my part to say, I even talked to them & they agreed that I never harassed them.
I'm sure will more come out about me so let me be the honest & open person I am.....
I love bondage
I love kinky sex
I have shared alot of my fantasies with people I find trustworthy & boy has that backed fired on me
I do have a desire for a threesome
I didn't want to goto the NY meet because of how people might see me
I don't want to be treated anyway special just because I'm female
I do have breast cancer which is depressing as my mother is fighting with her own illness
I really don't give a crap what people think about me anymore, I know I am a good person & those who know me know how I am
I make no excuses for who or what I am
I am a first year law student & hopefully will finish my school despite my illness
I work part time for a photography company & will soon become partner in the company I work for
I love to draw.... I love anime especially
I have written, but not completed two stories bc I am my own worse critic
I dedicate most my time to my moms care, work, school, photography
I have a cat named Gizmo who is like my sister, she means that much to me
I am an huge game nerd & yes I have XboX
I am far from a typical girl & my goal now is to get better, graduate law school & move to California with a good friend...... You know who you are :)
It's funny how when women want to hook up, they're sluts, but when guys do it. they're players.
I can honestly say that I have been in love once & only once....I tend to feel sorry for people who tell me they are dying or lonely. Which I have been told twice. Honestly, I don't want romance or marriage, hell I don't really want a boyfriend. All I want is a friend with benefits. Nothing more nothing less.
People can say what they want & post what they want, but when you have to go that far out to be an asshole, then you know that they are hidding something.
I have nothing to hide.....you all know what I look like now.
I hope that this ends someones temper tantrum.
What's funny still....how I had Death Cab for Cutie sang to me, crying about them being in love with me......
That's alot of effort for ass, more than I would put forth. Well I guess if you're willing to bang a drug popping married woman & play daddy to her child.....or move a girl from Florida up just to get a date.....THAT'S ALOT OF EFFORT FOR ASS.
Better yet when you admit you're a fat from drinking & eating so much you have to goto the gym because you're disgusted with yourself.
Sucks when you have papers to write. I wish iPhone had a word app & a printer app, then it wouldn't be so bad.
That was the sign that was apparently posted on the catholic school down from my work. It was funny because they went as far as to call the police & had most of the street blocked off to get a sign investigated.
I kind of agree with the person who put that one the school because catholic school is hell